keputusanku...

~~ house wife ~~

Gw sudah memutuskan (mungkin terlalu cepat memutuskan juga) tapi gw ga peduli lah, tampaknya gw akan menjadi ibu rumah tangga saja setelah merit!

gw tulis ini dengan keadaan gw lg empet2nya sama colleagues gw yang orang india!!! mati deh!bener loh apa kata orang india itu pusing keling!

gw banyak ketemu india di Indo, salah satunya ya si memey itu, tp dia ga begini..disini (sg,-red) indianya di import dr india bener! kelakuannya ampun deh!

Dan dalam keadaan empet gini gw berpikir keuntungan2 menjadi ibu rumah tangga:

1. Bisa bangun siang, kl pun harus bangun pagi siang bisa bobo lagi

2. Bisa selalu punya waktu untuk ngegym dan ke salon

3. Bisa menghabiskan waktu dengan pekerjaan rumah tangga e.g vacuum en ngepel..not so bad, dibanding argue ma orang yg dia sendiri ga jelas apa yg dia mau. at least ngepel gw tau lantai hrs bersih, that's it!

4. Gw menjadi boss atas diri gw sendiri en paling perlu adjust attitude ma hubby, en keluarga seberang aja..yang juga belon tentu tiap hari ketemu.

5. Bisa atur gaji sendiri

Lumayan juga kan bisa point out 5 point enaknya jd ibu RT buat gw!

akan terus gw pertimbangkan segala kemungkinannya..

~lega dikit~

am i?

am i too easy to give up?

am i too easy to give up my dream?

am i too easy to give up my dream that i tot will always be my dream?

am i too easy to give up my dream that i tot will always be my dream that make me know what to achieve next?

am i too easy to give up my dream that i tot will always be my dream that make me know what to achieve next even it cost my tears in pain?

am i too easy to give up my dream that i tot will always be my dream that make me know what to achieve next even it cost my tears in pain but i still did it for the last 12 years?

am i too easy to let it go?

i do not know.

Can sumbody tell me wut should i do?

Can sumbody juz don't tell me it's a de ja vu becoz i keep saying it over and over again without realizing it?

......................................................................................................................................................T_T

thinking..thinking..blank!

I just read Tasya's blog, i found she so much mature than the last time i talked to her..from every tot that shown from every words, i think she is a very mature lady now.

i dunno why, i always think that i'm the only one who never grow up and always left behind.
When everybody start to have they own mindset of what to do in the future, i still doing sumting that i dunno wut it's all about and dunno whether i like it or not.

I miss my day, when i only think about dance and dance..and nothing but the dance, really miss my day when i just practice so hard juz to get a cast or learn how to do pas de deux..miss to put on my point shoes and tight and start doing barre practice. hix..hix..how i miss that day.

I never ever imagine myself sitting in the office doing office work and stop dancing. but here i am, in front of my computer with files besides me.

~~~~~ wut has happened to me?~~~~

Badminton World Championship

MISS THIS TIME AND THEM

Team

I spent 10 days in KL, to join da sales team in Badminton World championship~ equipment sponsored by Yonex.

I'm in charge in footwear booth, and it's really tiring!!! but, after i'm back to Singapore..i kinda miss my days there. Starting early in the morning and end up in the morning as well..fight with one of the part timer, and end up wishing to see him again =P and i found this 16th years old boy very2 naughty and irritating at first. but, after da 2nd day..i start to like him, he just show his attention in his way!! he never want to talk with me ( becoz..we speak different languages!!), but i found his careness through his unique way!

There were one time, i got hi-fever and still have to go for work..AND THAT WAS DA WORST TIME EVER!! anyway, he always called my name and when i looked at him..he just pretend he didn't call me.. and he always gimme his water ( we always run out of water =( , and he know i need water) he gave me candies ( but the way he gave me is sweeter than the sweet itself, he will juz come in front of me and say " elrica, this candy for u!" and again he shows his wut so called " cool and cold " face), and when i looked at him deeply he will blush and shy..wahahahaha..this boy really know how to play " hard to get"..and i'm enjoying every moment of it.

this some of our pic:

a-wai , me and a-hang

me, kat2, auntie, velrine

~I'M HAPPY WITH THEM~

why?? why??

hei, why there's no comment part in my previous post??
why??..why??

~~ Dari Henny ~~

This blog dibuat karena Henny tiba2 suruh gw baca blog-nya en ternyata ini yang tertulis di dalamnya:

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

jadi, gw harus tulis 6 unique things about me..humm..let's start:

1. I like to buy bubble bath, even gw ga pake i feel good aja kalo beli bubble bath ato body shower..soalnya ngeliat botol plastik trus isinya warna2 bagus and soft, bikin gw feel pretty ( pretty?? ga tau lah.. gw suka punya pemikiran kalo mandi pake sabun bagus, it make u looks good!hahahaha)

2. I need to talk a lot, kalo engga bisa depresi gw!

3. Suka punya angan2 yang ga pernah kesampean, eg: punya badan bagus yang agak sedikit tone, trus pengen banget do eyelid surgery, pengen banget bisa jd ce yang fashionable tapi ga jd korban mode. ^_^

4. Kl lagi otw ke satu tempat and lagi sendirian..gw suka make my own story di kepala gw..about anything or something related with me and orther person yang kadang ga pernah gw ketemu..(maksud gw actor2 asia yg gw lg demen..huhuhuhu)

5. Gw suka banget difoto and kadang gw buka fs cuma buat liat foto2 gw sendiri, baru cek2 foto orang laen..(ini namanya narcis yah??)

6. Gw gampang banget kebawa kalo urusan feeling, haduhh..ini susah diejlaskan..tapi buat temen2 ku sekalian..kau tau maksud ku kan??hahhhaa..

So, now i'm going to choose 6 people to be tagged!!humm..humm..

1. Adin, knapa adin..karena gw rasa unik aja..soalnya mo diliat darimana pun juga karakter gw en dia ga akan pernah mungkin nyambung punya!!tapi sumhow..i think dia ngerti gw more than gw tau diri gw sendiri..

2. Henny, kita jarang ngmg, tapi kalo ketemu segudang bahan buat di update bikin tagihan telpon naek.hahhaha..sayang wkt di sg, gw belom 'menemukan diri gw kembali' kalo engga, it will be a wild sg experience!!huahauhau..btw, lu mesti tulis another 6 unik things about u ( lagi)..

3. Buncis a.k.a irwan-san, temanku..yang aku suka..dan amat sangat suka buat dibejo-in!hahaha..berawal dari temen sebangku di sma 2, en sampe sekarang masi sama aja kelakuannya..one thing i like about him, he always turn my sadness into happiness..cuma belakangan pas sama2 nyari kerja, kita ber2 sama2 desperado! saling mengiba nasib tak ada hibur2an..hihihi..

4. Bije, huhuhuhu...temanku ini memiliki antena dengan frekuensi yang sama dengan diriku, ga bisa ga respon kalo ada sinyal kuat dari lawan jenis!!hahahaha..miss her, and i really want to meet her lovely kim yong hun.

5. Wenny, Cank, Candy: yang ini paket hemat..ga bisa dipisain, kalo salah satu ilang or ga lengkap..kurang klop aja rasanya!semua ketololan menjadi satu dan idup ku berasa indah bersama mereka..

6. Robin, si hemaphrodit yang satu ini..terlalu cinta sama diri sendiri en mengimpartasikan roh cinta diri sendiri ke gw, sampe akhirnya gw jg cinta diri sendiri..it's a great things to meet him in my path of life!

*eh, ternyata it's quite fun juga loh isi beginian..thx Hen!

boring..boring..boring..

~ WISH CUD HAVE THIS CRAZY THING EVERYDAY~

This pic is taken on Janet's beday, today i juz feel so boring doing this office work..so i just browsed my picture and finally find this pics..juz wanna share this pics with you people..

piece of cake, make me smile..hei bebe (behind me)" the cake taste nice, eh?"

humm..lick it up kat..lick it!

amm..this cake is really nice!!^_^

--I'm not really believe in love-- anymore..

FEELING SO BLUE

I dunno wut make me think this way..."i'm not really believe in love!" i found a new theory about it, " people will only share love when he or she feel enough to feel da love that given to them and will share it to sum1 that he or he think might return another kind of love to them" so in the end there's no such things called " unconditional love ". Conditions apply everywhere, i think the quote " terms and conditions apply" is very true!!! ahh, i super duper agree with that. I feel disappointed...and the worst thing is i can't express it to him, or even say "hei man, i am very disappointed with u"..uhhh i juz hate to feel the pain inside..and sumtimes i feel like giving up everything! ..but i juz can't.

Henny's visits

~Henny's Visits~

Henny visited Singapore and of course she visited me as well, i was so happy..happy..happy..we ( me, arf, henny....and after an hour tin2 joined us) just went out for dinner and had drinks @ Harry's bar esplanade. She just came from OZ to visit her sista' giving birth, a new member of Henny's family..congratz!!!^_^

I luv to come to Harry's bar esplanade especially on weekend, there's a live performance by Paul Ponudurai, this guy..huhuhuhu...he is VERY good in playing guitar and sing (solo). So, i think that nite is the best nite of the month. Perfect place, perfect partner, and perfect mood. ^_^

here are the pics:

@Harry's bar



~Esplanade~


Dinner @ Asabu Zobu

"Dance for myself"

by Robin

Sumtimes, i think i can stop and quit dancing...but deep down inside i miss to feel the rhythm, i miss to put on my tights and leotard..and start warming up.

I know, and realize.. i can never be a professional dancer but i won't give up my dream as a dancer for myself and for people who support me this far.." i may not have a dancer's leg..but i do have the heart"

i will dance..and always be a dancer.

Bye-bye my lovely bitch T_T

Huhuhuhuhuu...T_T

T_T .... i miss her...

T_T .... i feel bad becoz i can't be with her when she's gone...

T_T ....i just wanna play with her..( again)

T_T ....i wanna have her back...

T_T ....i hope she rest in peace...

T_T ....i want her...T_T

T_T ....i'm so sad....

Fever..

i'm having a fever ++...huuuuu...fever + running nose + headache + sore throat + body aches. that's da worst formula for my sickness ever!!!!
can't take it anymore...can't wait to be healthy again!...it's my first time to feel unwell, and far away from family..nobody take care of me, nobody will make a meal and buy me a medicine...arief is here for me, but he gotta go to work too..so, only sleep and Lemsip( medicine) help me to recover..huhuhuhu..

hate u...bloody taxi driver!!

uhhh...i am SO PISSED!! tonite we (me,arief, tin2 en yang) went to "aston specialties" to eat, and it's in east coast road. so from paya lebar MRT we took a cab to that place. As soon as we got a cab, we tell the driver to go to that place, i dunno why..i think he confused about where the place is, and he keep asking us about the place...and we keep tell him where we wanna go, and suddenly the conversation turn like this

driver: do u speak english? it's not really clear..

arief: yes! i said we are going to opp roxy square

driver: u have to cross the road.

arief: no we are going to the opposite!

driver: ya..i know..but ah..ur english is very bad hah..sorry to say this!!

Wut the hell??!!??!!...uncle, come on!!! do you think ur english is as good as ours??? hah???? u are a singaporean uncle, how can u said foreigner who stayed in new zealand for 8 years hv a bad english and ur english is better than him???
*i didn't mean to offence singaporean, i know sum of you have a good and perfect english..but trust me..not this uncle!!!!!

i am so pissed!! and that uncle is very rude...no courtesy at all, and obviously dunno how to handle a customer! stupid!!..huahhh...
and IF, that uncle expect me to respect him as a young respect the older..i'll definitely not gonna do that!! and IF he ask or scold me, i will answer him " uncle, young people always learn from the older one..and i learn from you"

"Umbrella"

This morning I went for a job interview, after da interview i had my brunch with mario and after saying gudbye i took number 15 bus to eunos MRT. When i was about to walk to the MRT station from da nearest bus stop...(oh, forget to tell u da situation..it was raining..a heavy one!) so i cover my head using my plastic folder and start to walk,while waiting for the traffic light there's a lady in navy blue t-shirt and blue umbrella stand besides me..she *puk-puk my shoulder and asked me to join her under her big umbrella!! -ohh..i feel so touched, why?? becoz..it was so sweet, i can never imagine there's a people out there who still have that kindness..(especially these day in Singapore, where they are too busy to learn to share and everybody here are so egocentric) =(

anyway, her name is sharon..she's about to start her own retail shop @ arab street, there's a place called Haji lane..but it will be open in june (humm...ya i think june), so..we say goodbye as we reached the MRT station..and she gave me her blog address. Soon after i get her reply for permission to put in my link, i will post it in "ma friends link"..u can check it out.

thanx sharon!

Back in the old days

This picture is taken back in 2005 @ the valley, Bandung (West java)...we just sat in cafe and had dinner..it was so relaxing, we just talk about crap and wut we're gonna do in the future..i will put sum pics here..just check it out, it was so special for me..becoz now..we're all sperated in different places..

me-with short hair, singapore

Arip-with his long hair, Singapore

Bije- still with the same hair style, Beijing

Adin-same hair style, Jakarta

Left: Abraham a.k.a T-conk, same hair style, UAE

Right: Afilia, i dunno her hair style now, Bandung

Maybe you might wondering " humm..why el put hair style in every comment of her pics?"

i dont have any particular reasons, i just like to comment it since i saw my pic with my short hair..hehehehe..

*miss u guys*

Sumtimes u just never realise how fast time goes by ^_^

by request..

This post is dedicated to Arief..

* He asked me to put his pic ( a nice one) and want me to publish it in my lovely blog.

Since i've put his and our pic here..i will share how unique our relationship can be..it started when we were junior high school ( 1997)..we dated each other for 2 years, 9 month and 2 days. then we broke up...why? becoz..sumbody said to me that he had sum1 else in New zealand ( ups..haven't mentioned that we had a long distance relationship), so i just believed in that person and broke him up!!uhmm if i think it over again..i think it was my mistake, being to naive and too easy to listen to someone's else! i shud re-check it again.

Then years goes by, He dated with sum1 else and either do i...oh, i even keep contact with his ex ( u know who u are..hehehhehe)..and 8 years later..which is now..we're together again!!

from my side, i found that sumting about him attract me more and more..hahahha...i will stop it here! hahahahaha..

This da pic:

It's him with his cousin

with me

miss miss miss u bitch!

Look @ her...

I miss her so much..i remember when my aunt bought her home, it was 11 years ago..she still a little bitch that really cute and cried every nite!

I always like the moment when she came to my room and scratched my door just to woke me up..

Wish cud bring her here!

Are u two sister??

This is the most question that i heard from people whenever i hang out with Candy a.ka C_to_Do

for me, i dun see any similarity with her..i bet she will think the same, rite can?

me: chubby.........................candy:skinny

but, most of the time..no matter where we are going..Gym center, Singapore, Ballet class, etc..everybody will ask the same Q

I post sum of our pic, and u can tell..how different we are.

Me

Candy

Here are the other pic:

Me, Up: vina, down: wenny, Candy

"Salud"

Wut do you think????

Are we still look like sister?

Friends to hang out with..

Ok, i've been staying in Singapore for 3 months ( if i count it from my previous arrival)..and u guys might be wondering who am i hang out with and now i will introduce them to you..

Let me think..humm..the first 2 person that i met was on somebody's potluck..and we were invited through 3 differents friends..i can't really remember it..anyway..here they are:

-Yang-da man!!

He is very outgoing and very socialable, but very bad in showing directions!never ever trust him when he start to say " Don't worry, trust me.. i know the way!!!" never ever trust him eventough he looks so convincing!

Tin-Tin

I like her, that's why i still hang out with her..we're just click with each other since the first time we met..she's very lady like and she want to make a very luxurious hotel (lobby-red) with her $2 million .^_^

Arief a.k.a Arf (that's how Yang call him)

Can't say too much..he is my boyfriend!

So, 4 of us usually meet during weekend, have dinner together and chilled out sumwhere else where Tin2 always looks so tired and always wanna go home but Yang keep insisting her to join us! hahahha...

Padang food

Last week, i finally found Indonesian padang restaurant that really taste like padang food, u know wut i mean?? sumtimes, u just miss the original taste of padang food, that rarely found in here (sg-red)..here are the pics..

If u guys interested in trying this, u can go to garuda restaurant @ vivocity or the one near orchard..it's worth to try..trust me!!

Yummie..Mr. Brenner..^_^

Last nite me and arief (my boyfriend) went to esplanade...at first we wanna watch the performance at Esplanade bay stage, but the show wasn't so good (it's a rock music concert..big no no for me..^_^) so, we decided to go sumwhere else...and we ended up at the little cafe with Mr. bold man selling da chocolate..it's Brenner cafe a.k.a chocolate cafe..huhuhu...

Suckao white chocolate

*heaven*

so, u just pour da milk into this hot little pot and put those little tiny chocolate beads and let it melt in da milk then in ur mouth...ahhh...