October 06, 2012

What a what the..weeks!

Oh so weird!

It's like universe is testing my patient for the whole bloody weeks.

Started 2 weeks ago when I had a little misunderstanding with someone I work closely in office, It hurts me and I totally didn't like the feeling. I feel betrayed and I feel being used as an armour.
Totally not fun and sucks.

Cried. Twice in a day!
Drafted my resignation letter, with tears.
But I also believe on what my Dad used to say, 
do not take any decision when you can't think clearly.

Obviously I didn't think at all, I just did what my guts told me to do.
I, at one point..don't really care if I let my job go.
But later, I realised I'm glad I didn't resigned, because I didn't resigned for a right reason.

I was angry. AND, unhappy.

I took a weekend break, out of town.
Attended party, being with my bestfriend and best partner in life is the best cure ever.

The I realised,

“The most important thing is to enjoy your life—to be happy—it's all that matters.” 
― Audrey Hepburn

“Happiness depends upon ourselves.” 
― Aristotle

“For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness.” 
― Ralph Waldo Emerson

“I think happiness is what makes you pretty. Happy people are beautiful. They become like a mirror and they reflect that happiness.” 
― Drew Barrymore

and it's HIT me!

I wanna always look pretty! *teteup ya bo!*
and if I let someone take my happiness away, it means I just let myself down!
I should have protect my heart and thought, and being happy is my life main tag line.
I prefer diet than unhappiness.


Moving on to this week.

Shared my mourning to someone I am so blessed to meet.
New person and friend in life, that somehow comfort me in work related thingy.
He believes in happiness too, and he helps me to reach it at work place.

I am saved.

If you know me well, I am a cheerful and happy person.
Blogger friend call me friendly.
And I think so too. 

I believe in making people happy and being comfortable with me.
Because when they don't, I don't too.

But sometimes, my face tells the whole stories before my mouth.
I am predictable and easily guessed.
New friend said I am like an open book. I agree, and that's what makes me, me.

Long story short.
I am back in my normal mood and happiness level until...


* In a business relation, someone scolded me BASTARD. *
* Transcab taxi driver scolded be for not being in taxi stand after I call, 
which actually its double booking by the operator *
* Met a racist, crazy, and anger problem Premier taxi driver *

Gosh! Perfect :)

But this is funny, I feel annoyed and agitated..not angry.
In fact, I was actually, literally laughing on someone who called me " bastard " :P
He sounded like a girls on PMS period. seriously funny.

But I think, I made it!
I can control my happiness, and it comes from within.
Let no one takes your happiness away!
Stand up for it, it's your right to be happy
and walk away from anything that hinders you from being happy.

Nothing could be better.
Happiness it is.

Signing off..to enjoy my "bastard" Friday :)

Have a good weekend everybody.


  1. O dear what a hard day u've been through but i can say that u already pass this trial for not shouting backand act as mature lady. An elegant mature prettylady :)
    We all love u and support u dear

  2. Totally agree ^^
    Don't let your cute japanese face gone by anger Ci :)

  3. iya just enjoy life and be happy!!! :)

    btw baru liat foto di header blog. bagus ric!

  4. Semangat ce! Tendang aja orang2 yang bikin kamu ga hepi hehehe.. They deserve it lha.. Ga usah digubris dan stay cool.... :)

  5. you determine and choose your own happiness, at least that "idealism" help me survived until today. cheers, El!

  6. Like this post ;) yesh, dun worry be happy aja deh hehe..


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