Counting down..

I am counting down..to the day I meet my little one..

I am not sure when exactly I will due or go in labour..but all I am looking forward apart from greeting my baby E to the world is to get back in my pre pregnancy shape. This whole 36 weeks has been a mix feeling for me, apart from the worry that come and go about baby E's health and mine - I noticed that I become overly concious about my body image. 

* keep looking at myself in the mirror - trying to find a better angle on the body - but none seems good at this point* -> ever feel the same?

I keep reminding myself that it's ok to look a little like hippo when I am expecting, but whenever I step on my weight scale - that freaking number keep reminds me on how much I have gained during this preggie time and those inches that keep adding up especially on these last 2 weeks..damn!

I promise to keep myself positive and really looking forward to meet the expert from Mary Chia in getting myself back in shape. I know I am not a model but I want to get back in shape before my maternity leave ends.

I think by now, everybody have seen the awesome transformation of Chen Li Ping in getting a good 6 kg off in just 3 weeks! Damn damn..I want to!!

I will do the same pose like her when I finally get back in shape - hahaha!

And yes, you read it right...I typed " WHEN " not " IF "

So support and stay tuned with me for my journey with Mary Chia, ok?