2 face!

Another entry for this week before I'm off to my hometown!

I know I'm not a kind of girl that born pretty.

I have a typical Chinese feature, small eyes, freckle face, flat nose and small lips.

Which back then, I hated it.

During my high school time, 

I've been thinking and envy those girls who have big dolly eyes and Korean feature.

You know, a kind that when you look at them you hate it because you just couldn't have that look.

I always wish that I can look better and prettier, 

when mostly high school boys go for lean body girls, pretty face and long straight hair.

At that stage I was a fat, full braces and flat face.

So I didn't get a privilege of being a famous good looking girls.

I was famous for my sports skill, strong build body and organizational skill.

Far from the dream girl I was trying to be.

Until my college time, I decided to do something on my self.

I start transforming myself to be a kind of girl I'm trying to be. Physically.

I start wearing skirts, fitted tops, grow my hair long and took out my braces.

And I started wearing make up too. 

There was an awkward moment for my make up journey, uneven eyeliner, 

TOO pinkish blush on and even a wrong shading!

It was disaster.

But I keep going on until I found my signature look.

The look that I wish I found back in high school time.

This look.

On the left side: my natural look

On the right side: My updated look. ^^
* aduh mak, jadi aneh liatnya*

I know it looks weird!

So too see it, just cover one of the side to see the natural and updated look.

Any of you ever experience something similar like mine?

If you wanna have this look of mine, 

you can start with a big circle lens that enhance your eyes so fabulously.

Then apply one layer of foundation

(mine: MAC NC20)

Then curl your eyelash to open up the eyes, shape and fill up your eyebrow.

Choose your favorite fake eyelash.

(mine: Faceshop)

Then stick it nicely.

Next, take this L'oreal open eyes pallete.

Black color. Frame your eyes,

and to make a longer eyes illusion.. drag it wider that your actual eyes.

I like to put white eyeliner (red earth) on my waterline, it creates a bigger eyes illusion.

And this time, I stick lower fake lashes.

Take this color and apply it on your entire lids (leave your eye bone for highlights)

And this color on 1/3 outer side of your lids and blend it inward and upward to your crease.

Until you got this shade.

Last, frame up your eyes with black eyeliner 

and finish it up with natural pink blush and lipgloss/lipbalm.

I hope you like the look.

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one more, Sadako look.

^^