Moi old toe shoes

Sepatu usangku sayang..

Dalam rangka berpartisipasi untuk dapetin sepatu baru dari kuisnya arman..sepatu paling usang gw pun beraksi!

My last toe shoes!
Here u are..kegantung rapi di deket jendela kamar gw, yang setiap kali kalo gw ngeliat ini sepatu perasaan gw campur aduk ga jelas!

The shoes that give me so many opportunities yang mungkin cuma terjadi once in my life time.



Dimulai dari 14 taon lalu waktu gw pertama kali dapet toe shoes, yang sampe gw bawa tidur karena gw ngerasa " achievement " gw akhirnya tiba juga..

Tapi ternyata, itu bukan achievement..melaenkan a new long beginning of my ballet journey started..



Hey toe shoes, did you remember when we had to audition for sleeping beauty fairy cast? We did our best, but yeah..gez others still ahead from us.

Toe shoes, did you remember when that Australian ballet choreographer scolded me and asked me to change you? I was seriously in pain, you really made me in damn pain!

Did you remember when we were ( this close ) to perform at Sydney- whatever dance centre? I'm sorry i cudn't bring you there at that time..i have no money to take us there.



U know, sometimes when i don't get a cast that i wanted..i often blame u for not cooperating well with me!
It's like we are one but heading to two directions. It cost me tears..and many more tears..

It's been zillion times i feel like giving up in Ballet and you, but everytime i put my feet in you..i realized it's been such a long looong journey..and no! It's not the time yet..



To be with you for my last performance, after 5 hell months practising 5 hours a day..make me realise that we both are too old for the ballet world..it's time for us to take a rest for a little while..don't u think so?



Rest well my last toe shoes!
It's been really a long journey i treasure with you..

I miss u sometimes.