Dear God,
They said its easy to have faith in You when things is easy.
And its hard when things is getting harder, u know..dats true.
You know i have this little worry corner that keep bugging me,
of course You know it.. Wut the hell am i talking about?!
You know God, that everytime You said You have beautiful plan for people..
I'm affraid that You will miss me out.
Coz all gates open seems to be closed down..
Do You have a back up plan? Or this is another kind of test for me (again)?
Why are You putting me in this situation?
Why are You letting me cried under my shower and at night on my bed?
Don't You feel sad when I'm sad?
Do You listen to my selfish pray at night?
If You do, can You give me little drizzling tomorrow morning?
God, I am sad and You know why.
Please wipe my tears.
wah ric... kenapa lu?
ReplyDeletemoga2 semuanya baik2 aja yaaa....
*big hugs*
ReplyDeleteGod knows what is in your heart dear. Your desire, your passion, your sadness. Dia tau smua pergumulan elo kok el. Cuma kadang Tuhan seakan ga ngedenger pergumulan elo, karena Dia mau elo pegang kuat iman lo dan percaya penuh kalo Dia selalu ada di samping elo, dan Dia bener2 punya rencana yang indah buat elo. Saat ini mungkin saatnya elo lagi dibentuk untuk bisa memenuhi rencana indahNya :). Tetep kuat yah el dan percaya kalo Tuhan denger setiap doa lo, dan Dia tau isi hati lo yang paling dalem :).
ellll..kamu knapahh??keep strong yah.remember, there's no rainbow if there's no rain 1st :) He's not missing u out!! Kamu slalu ada di hati Dia, d pikiran Dia..ga pernah ditinggalkan..^^ just wait n seee.. He has the most perfect n best plan for you n pd waktuNya tiba,km akan liat itu smua :)
ReplyDeletePernah denger tentang : Tuhan menjawab doa kita dgn 3 jawaban ngga el?
ReplyDeleteJawaban“Ya” kalau memang itu yg terbaik buatmu,
Jawaban“Tidak”artinya dia punya pilihan lain yang jauh lebih baik daripada apa yg kamu minta,
dan jawaban “Tunggu dulu”, karena saatnya memang belum tepat...
:) Semangat el^^
El, send a big hug for you ya.. semoga cepat kelar semuanya, Tuhan pasti dengerin u kok :)
ReplyDeletecups!
ow, wats up sist? emang gua juga pernah ngerasa pas lagi kejepit rasanya semua pintu tertutup, ga ada pertolongan Tuhan, and kayanya He forget us.
ReplyDeleteBut just believe sist, our God is not that kind of God. He never forget His own created child. di mata Tuhan lu berharga sist. Ga ada yang bisa menghargai lu lebih tinggi selain Tuhan yang udah ciptain lu dengan tanganNya sendiri, Dia tenun lu dari sejak dalam kandungan, ga mungkin Dia melupakan lu.
Just believe sist, sekaliapun emang ga ada alasan untuk percaya. Iman itu dasar dari kuasa dan mukjijat terjadi. Dia sering nanya kan "adakah iman di bumi ini?" may be its time for u to prove that u are one that have it. so just believe, and u'll see God's way in His time.
***big hugs for u sist***
be tough El, Tuhan ga akan kasih cobaan yg berat klo Dia tau kmu ga kuat handle-nya... you can get through with it dear :) *bear hugs*
ReplyDeleteEl, big hugs for u
ReplyDeleteperasaan lo ini possible banget nongol di hati orang2 termasuk di gue.
Please be assured kalau rencana Tuhan kadang gak sejalan ama rencana kita krn rencana dia jauh lebih baik. Selain itu, Dia bekerja dalam waktuNya. Everything will be beautiful in HIS time.
Keep the faith ya. He loves u. Definitely.
aduh gue paling telat baca nih. wanna talk abt it babe? im ol on ym n gtalk.
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