They said its easy to have faith in You when things is easy.
And its hard when things is getting harder, u know..dats true.
You know i have this little worry corner that keep bugging me,
of course You know it.. Wut the hell am i talking about?!
You know God, that everytime You said You have beautiful plan for people..
I'm affraid that You will miss me out.
Coz all gates open seems to be closed down..
Do You have a back up plan? Or this is another kind of test for me (again)?
Why are You putting me in this situation?
Why are You letting me cried under my shower and at night on my bed?
Don't You feel sad when I'm sad?
Do You listen to my selfish pray at night?
If You do, can You give me little drizzling tomorrow morning?
God, I am sad and You know why.
Please wipe my tears.