it's an unexpected sweetness...

Yesterday, Arf asked me a quite wierd question..which was this

" why u choose me as ur Bf?"

Then..

... .... ....

i dunno wut to answer, i have few answers in my mind like

1. i want to marry you

2. i want u to be my forever partner

3. i just want u..

as simple as that..but if i ever said up that answer, he could be stunt and take it as pressure..as always..so i decided to chose anothe regular answer like

" i can be myself when i'm with you"

And..and..surprise..surprise..he said he din satisfied with my answer..and he said " if u asked me that question, my answer will be

* i want u to be my future partner*

or sumkind along that line..."

i'm too amazed to remember..

So i was like..is that person really him? b'coz all i know he kinda affraid of that kind of commitment if i may say..but, why suddenly he expecting that type of answer from me...

WoW..

Wow..

Wow..

So at nite, i just dropped him the truly feeling inside thru msn..

i said

" i chose u to be my bf, b'coz i want u to be my forever partner and father for my children"

and my tears just burst and i cudn't handle it..

but sumting here *chest* finally feel better..

luv the feeling and him