This morning..i was in a very good mood! and i even sms Arip just to say how glad I am with my life..with family, him and true friends around, my dance life, interesting future to come, and for the job i have.
Then I started my day at work with my pray to Jesus..just a simple thank you pray for wutever i have in my life and I'm asking for His blessing and guidance thru out the day.
Soon after that..my nightmare begin..
I feel irritated by:
- unreasonable colleague that has a very annoying attitude.
- cranky colleague
- pending works that need lotsa confirmation from left right bottom and up to complete.
- attitude and more attitude of colleagues
I'm tired for all craps and nonsense.
And for a moment, i feel like quitting, i feel like going sumwhere for a long break and just relax myself..
For another moment,
I'm trying hard to understand my way of life..
For the next minutes,
I'm thinking about people's character..
And crazily for hours, I'm doing self talking in heart saying
" all is well " -> I can't believe I'm quoting from 3 idiots movie to calm myself..
It somehow works..
And to sum up my whole day:
By 6 pm..everything sucks happened today..will remain yesterday once 12 am tick-tock-ing, and I will start my new today, tomorrow.
With the same pray and hope for a peaceful office day, for kind wording from others and another level of my happiness.
And I'm still thanking God for my life..
A little life that tired.