JB weekend gateaway

This was supposed to be published last week, but i forgot to post it..my bad! Anyway, me and kat went to JB for little shopping, food and massage..and here are the pics!

Eunice Wedding

We are actually the latest guest that came..i feel a bit phai se about it..

The bride and me

Eunice looking very pretty with that princess dress and tiara

Sunrise's girl and ex sunriser joined together and pose with the bride

i miss them!

Our Sunrise table..laughter and joke that i used to have in the office

~ FINISH WITH EUNICE WEDDING~

and

Here comes

the food lover..

Me with super delicious loh seh fan with salted fish and deep fried shrimp salad..

*heaven*

Me with Yam milk shake..it's hard to explain, it's just simply yummie..

Me with my glorious HK style ice coffee with grass jelly..

Enjoying the food..

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and..and..and..

Chicken black pepper udon, it taste a bit chewy and pepperish

*good*

Really plan to go back and enjoy JB!

this little tiny feeling inside..

it was a windy sunny feeling of my house

laying in my room back in Jakarta

reading some light novel with songs from radio

thinking about arf in NZ

feel the "deep" feeling in my chest

that make me cried sumtimes

remembering all moments

this little tiny feeling of mine

that left alone

deep and dark

in my heart

and

now

strangely..

i feel it again

but

It's kinda different now tho the feeling remain the same

and

weirdly

i, sumtimes miss that feeling

and hate it

when it goes to deep

*confuse*

-_-'

Look at this guy

-_-'

I asked him to pose nicely and he came up with this pose

-__-

oh i'm so excited..

Me and kat plan to go to JB for Eunice wedding tomorrow..then we suddenly come up with touring JB before the wedding..for Shopping, Seafood eating and Massage..oh i miss the massage parlour touch..hahhaha..

So, hmm..wut to prepare..wut to bring..wut to enjoy..hahaha..

It's kinda a good timing, b'coz arf is going to play music in church from 2 pm-7+ pm that practically..not gonna spent his saturday afternoon with me.

~ Time for my own ~ to enjoy my saturday outside singapore..

*looking forward for tomorrow*

Hoping the sky to be bright and sunny

belle

wait a minute..i need to breath..

" Elrica..it's confirm lu bakal ke HK ambil flight bareng si XX yang evening..jadi pagi nya lu dateng dulu ke office, si VX bakal dateng and we gonna have meeting baru abis itu lu ke HK"

C: " Elrica, kalo si SX back up dari project ini, gw perlu bantuan lu buat support gw di HK untuk urusin dealers.."

Me: " Loh tapi kan gw support di tournament, gw ga bisa bantuin lu disitu.."

C: " Entar gw ngomong sama GM, dan lagian keputusan kan bukan di tangan lu "

Me: " Dan juga bukan di tangan lu kan?"

C: " we'll see.."

Me: " *being diplomatic* ya uda liat aja, gw cuma do wut ever boss want me to do there "

" Elrica, u go with me on evening flight and balik flight pagi jam 8 am dr HK to SG "

" No, i'm taking afternoon flight..i want to sleep "

" Elrica, can you finish up this things so we can atur2 semuanya? "

Me:" is the things final?"

" no "

me: "-_-''

"Elrica, this..Elrica that.."

"Elrica now.."

"Elrica can you please.."

"Is your name only Elrica? i'm going to book your ticket "

" Elrica u'll be sharing room with X, do you mind? "

Me: " do i hv a choice? "

" No "

I need my lunch break..

"

presure..and alone..

Ah..when things not turn as u wish and nobody to turn to..wut will u do?

When the closest person to u are emotionally miles away from u..wut will u do?

When work load and demand are there and u hv no choice but to face it..wut will u do?

When there's only routine and schedule to follow..wut will u do?

i know the answer but it just so hard to understand

....

speechless

restless

alone

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T_T

busy busy week..

Wow ..year end selalu sibuk begini..been rushing for one big event di company untuk dealer2 gitu..and harus ready buat ke HK next week, yang sampe hari ini tiket gw belom dapet..huhuhu..

schedule so far:

27 Nov 2008 - 1 Dec 2008 --> Hongkong

1 Dec 2008 --> terima para dealer di HK in the same time, yang gw juga pulang bareng in the same flight sama mereka.

2 Dec 2008 --> presentation day, gw cuma siapin slide aja and maanger gw yg presentasi sih

3 Dec 2008 --> kalo jadi, gw jadi penerima tamu di acara makan malem sama para dealer itu..

4 Dec 2008 --> acara dealer2an selesai dan gw ready untuk pulang indo malemnya

4 Dec 2008 - 8 Dec 2008 --> David kawinan..dan saya di jakarta..yeah baby!

And back lagi ke SG..hari-hari yang melelahkan..fisik dan batin..hohoho..tapi, kemaren baca forward2an yg ga penting dari lily..isinya begini:

Life Is a Gift

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat .

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion .

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren .

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets .

Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet .

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed , the disabled , and those who wish they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin .

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.

mimpi indah..

Semalem, mimpi indah..i just want to record this stupid silly dream..tapi indah banget, soalnya kayak di film2 thriller and i'm a part of it..hihihi..scenenya ada asrama cowok and cewek and ada case di asrama itu trus jejak yg ada di case itu adalah anting gw..dan pada saat yg sama gw berada di tempat laen..lalu semuanya turn jd complicated and menarik..dan tentu saja berakhir bahagia..

trus lompat ke another scene, dimana ex gw yg suka sensi..minta ketemu..trus gw uda bilang engga, tapi dia masi nungguin terus..and as expected..dia ngamuk2 ke gw trus dengan lantangnya gw blg " gw uda bilang gw males ketemu elu..lu mo nunggu urusan lu..tapi gw tetep males ketemu sama elu.." dan gw berlalu tinggalin dia..gw ga tau yg gw bahagia dr mimpi ini tuh gara2 scene satu or yg kedua..tapi pas bangun berasa indah!

hihi..ah sudahlah..tak penting, i just want to record this.

Miss invisible

Miss invisible

by

Marie digby

Theres a girl Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone And though she smiles There is something just hiding

And she cant find a way to relate

She just goes unnoticed As the crowd passes byAnd she'll pretend to be busy

When inside she just wants to cry

She'll say...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes

Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day

When you'll ask her her name

The begining, in the first weeks of class She did everything to try and fit in

But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface

And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs

And the more that they joked And the more that they screamed

She retreated to where she is now And she'll sing...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes

Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last

Just the days been in counting the time

Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

~*~

There's a sudden tears burst on me..when i heard this song..it just so me back in my high school life..

it's my pathetic years where i feel invisible and alone..

it's when i feel nobody suit me and my attitude..

but thanks God those days are gone..

and here me now..

ready to soar like an eagle

belle

oh no..oh yes..

i found this pic..

horrible..

i look fat and ugly...

and it was 1 january 2008

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and me 2 months back

Fiuuh..feel better..no more round face and super plummy body..

It's funny, b'coz we always think that we look the best at the present moment, but thanks to camera that captured and reveal the truth..

xoxo

thanks to my life..

I realize i start to complain about my life here..(again?) yes..i know i shudn't do that..so yesterday, i decided to take silent moment between myself..and think about wut have i achieved and how's my life if i'm back in jakarta..

will i get this much exposure as i wish and complain in the same time? i don't think so..and for all the money i got, that bring me to new zealand and other places..i think i shud be thankful for this life path and i promise myself to keep this opportunity precious as other want to switch place with me..

When i travel a lot i complaint even more..and everytime i said this to other people, they come up with the same response " isn't it wut you want? u always want to travel, rite?" and yes, i forgot wut i have said..and always be carefull for everything that you ever wished for..

Because it might come true..

and i'm glad for everything that i wishes for..

diantara 2 pilihan..

Count down to dapit's wedding on 6 December 2008 so kita semua uda sibuk book and beli tiket dan juga beli baju buat wedding dia..bingung-bingung dan akhirnya ke satu toko gitu.. tapi ada 2 baju model sack dress gitu, yang 2-2 nya lumayan oke..ga gitu mahal..$123 an for each..tapi totally beda kesannya..jd dilemma!

Black layer sifon flowing kind of material,

deep V neck cut with sweet ribbon accessories

Shantung balloning sack dress, dark purple color

tube top and stiff

B'coz i dun plan to wear nite gown to this party..i just dun want to hv that nite gown look for this time.

NZ hari-hari terakhir..

Tiket bus yang super duper mahal..



2 orang yang makan steak..literally just steak!




steak angus..$34 mahal ga sih?



arip mejeng on Queen street

Me ikutan..mo nyombong, ga pake stoking or legging or boots loh..

sweet..sweet..

Sweet from Sweet "nz" Ass

I can't remember the place of eating this dutch pancake..but it was great! i give 7/10 for this

Caramel white chocolate..

Cappucinno

Mocha sumting..

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Nothing really special about this drink, only i love to take a pic of the design on the top of the cup.

belle.

Deevapali celebration..

DEEVAPALI DAY

As you know guys know, that i'm staying with India Owner so this year is the second year i celebrate Deevapali day with her..she always said to people that i am her third daughter..hahahha..Indian mom, with chinese duaghter..i must be adopted..

So here are simple pics for our simple Deevapali day 2008

Guest in dinning room, all are relatives plus their spouse

Enjoying mutton curry and chicken curry..yummie..


Left: owner sister Right: Madam jejit, my Indian mum.

And we close the day by eating Indian sweet..and it's super SWEETZ!

can't take it..^_^

the real me..Wedding planner..

Sampe jumat kemaren , i feel like loving my job..the current job..wut so called marketing executive..

tapi sejak sabtunya pegi sama one of my friend ke wedding expo gitu..and dia minta gw jadi Wo untuk weddingnya..trus tiba2 all old memories semasa ngurusin Wedding for almost 3 years gitu jadi keulang lagi..hihihi..senangnya..entah kenapa, i miss the moment..i miss those feeling yang bawaannya pengen do the best and pingin klien hepi..dan lagi, karena gw orangnya super detail..and this time gw bisa mengeluarkan aspirasi gw dengan indahnya..i feel more me than ever..ahhaha..trus ditambah lagi temen gw blg " el, i can see ur passion disini..." dan i think so too..lalu2 yah..kita plan ini itu dan sumhow i feel excited..she's unofficially my very first client di SG...fufufufu..i'm happy!

I promise to make her wedding as great as it can be..

luv it ~*~